How can a product be greater than the sum of it’s parts? when its FUDGE

Fudge.

Fuuuuuudge. Fudge! Maybe youve heard of it?  Goddess again sent this gorgeous fresh handmade fudge. The package came today as I was about to leave to go out Xmas shopping It was all I could do to refrain from smudging up the Box it came with nose-prints

I can understand if fudge might not be a big deal to a lot of you, but to me fudge is practically a high holy food

I couldnt wait so I ripped the box open right there in my car So there I was, checking out the two flavors of fudge Goddess sent Chocolate Peanut Butter! and Peanut Butter!  I had to take a moment. And savor this time breathing in the smell of it I started driving home in the snow from the store now plowing the  fudge into my face as quickly as possible. Then I realized  If I’m going to blog about it I need to photograph it. CURSES. So in what could arguably described as more painful than the last kidney stone I had I re-wrapped the fudge and I put it away. I hope you appreciate my dedication to you readers Because here it is: The enormously generous gift of fudge from Goddess  minus a little fudge Don’t judge. It is incredible. Amazing. Chocolate Peanut Butter fudge is really something that you must have, if you have any love for Fudge items at all. TELL HER YOU WANT SOME! You will NOT be disappointed. This is creamy. cool. perfectly Chocolate Peanut Butter in fudge clothing.

the Fudge is just Marvelous !! It is like pure heaven eating this wonderful fudge

New Profile
For the most part my new profile is up and set. I went with a more Domme side this time with A hint of neko in it.  As you can see from the photo I even went back to the basics here after so long of having extravagant profile photos I thought it was time to get back to my roots. My picks are also pretty much done besides 2 of them that I haven’t figured out how I wish to-do there done. You will notice again I went back to pretty much the basics as far as these goes. Some of you may notice a new pick never before seen from me before Latexia II – Home of the Latex Dolls . I will get to that in A moment on the updates.  Also you will notice the lacks of Limits for bdsm play with in my profile and picks. I basically have two limits now  1. Don’t piss off the neko. 2 My OOC is law and final. Guess in away you could say I went back to the basics on Bdsm play as well. Ok enough about my profile you all can see it in world and read it. So on to update number 2

Latexia II – Home of the Latex Dolls
Sense I mention It above I figured this might be the best place for it . What is Latexia? Well that’s a good question Latexia is home of the Latex Doll Sisterhood. The Latex Dolls are a group of women who live and treat bondage and Latex encasement like a religion. Now I know what your thinking oh god not a religion order. Giggles it’s not so much A religion or in that sense but more in the sense that we just praise what we enjoy. It’s also very deep and sometime intense role-play This is not focused solely on bondage and BDSM. For example  Right now we have what we call portal dolls from another part of space and time visiting us Teaching us their history. Learning are history.  Let me share you a few photos from are Role-play.

As you can see looks pretty cool don’t it? Well I personally think so  What’s really nice is it’s not just RP or one or two people but the people involved stay with it. And  are full involved. Let me show you a photo of are last Council meeting then we can move on to the next update in the post. And later on I will post more about this but for now this is just a SL update .

Bet you can’t guess what one is  me. Giggles

The Rambling Bitch
The Rambling Bitch my new blog. The blog is up and running and I think going pretty good. Basically it’s a blog about SL issues and SL BS that goes on just a place to make fun of some of the stupid shit going on with SL. And a place to vent.  Take a look at it I think everyone will get a chuckle or two. Also if anyone has a bitch they like or would like to-do one I would love some Guest Bitchers Giggles Just drop me a line in Second Life and we will get it on there.

Goddess
Well if you really need an update from me how Goddess is there is something strange about you. Go read her blog go talk to her yourself. Sighs all kidding aside though she is doing good. She seems happy now with the way her and Val are. With are new sim and with the little drama that is going on. So all is well there

Me and Goddess

So far not allot has changed between me and Goddess. everything is pretty much where we left off before.and where we left off was pretty dam good I would say.  So no big changes here as of yet. Is there some to come. GRINZ only time will tell wont it ?

Me and Nicki

Well Nicki is Nicki and Me is Me. We are doing pretty good I think no big changes and none I can really see coming any time soon. But if there is I will keep you updated for sure. Oh there is one change Nicki will be locked as a rubber doll for this next year right after new years. Don’t tell her she don’t know yet.

Me and Linda Graycloud

Yes Linda has returned to SL and yes we have talked. As of right now I do not know where this will take us. For those of you who don’t know the back story. Basically  me and Linda met hit it off really well and where suppose to get hitched. Then for personal reasons she decided to leave SL.

Me and my other friends

Well are not we just the nosy little human. If i really did an update here this update would never be posted as It would never be done.

BDSM

Yea we all knew this update would be included can’t have a post with no BDSM in it. Pretty much my BDSM play has died. The sims I use to go to are dead. 99% of the people out there don’t wish to play and the few that do Complain so much you just wish to unlock them and leave the sim. Playing with myself got very old fast ( arches a brow. Ok get you mind out of the gutter that’s not what i meant) So pretty much SL BDSM I avoid as much as I can.

Real Life

As A wise man use to say

War does not determine who is right – only who is left.

(for those interested) Viewer Updates and betas

Firestorm finally went out of beta. The full release is now up and running on the site. Overall it’s not a bad viewer it has pre sets for Phoenix look V2 and V3 settings. But frankly i find those presets to be off allot so you really need to dig into the settings to get it all set up. The FPS seems to be better than Phoenix Viewer ever was at least for me it is. For those of you about to try it or have not please remember it can be set to look pretty close to Phoenix but it is a v2 based viewer.

Phoenix Viewer there really hasn’t been a lot of activity with. It’s just now hit the beta shelf with mesh shoved into it and a few extras like contact list and so on. It seems pretty stable already. that’s pretty mush all i can say about it right now. But feel free to hit me up in world if you wish to know more or have any questions about it

SL Drama

Yup there is SL drama basically a family fighting with are family doing the whole defriend this person and vise verse she said this she said that. She did that she did this. No I wont give you names of all who is included. because to be honest I am a little tired of it. Some people need to grow up.

My Attitude

Pretty much my attitude any more is *I don’t give a shit* I mean come on lets face it your going to piss someone off at some point. And sooner or later your best friend is going to be pissed at you. Or you at them. So why hold back? if they cant love you for you and you cant have a fight with them at times then to hell with them is my attitude. You also cant change the shit that happens. Shit will happen get over it move on with life. I am also allot more confident with myself and with what I do. I speak my mind now I don’t hold back I am not afraid to piss someone off I am also not afraid to tell someone where to shove it Mean come on what they going to do to me? Mute me? Yea *I don’t give a shit*.

Changes to come

Yes there some more changes to come. I have some ideas I wish to work on and some SL changes I still wish to make. I see a big sunrise between me and Goddess soon as well. I also have a new Idea for my Bitch Blog. That reminds me I wanted to ask you yes YOU! the one reading this blog right now for your advice on this new idea. My Idea is basically A blog page with videos I will be making of shows that never made it on the air and with some funny reasons why they didn’t. Let me know what you think of this idea.

Conclusion

Over all I have to say everything is going pretty well with in SL. The few bumps in the road really haven’t been that big and I would not wish to change anything that has happen the last few months. I enjoy the time I spend in SL and the people I am with.

Missing updates

If anything is missing from this update be assured ill get a post out on it soon. or you can poke me in world to remind me. because most likely i just forgot to include it in this update

PEACE OUT…

YAR

http://ramblingbitch.wordpress.com/

No this is not going to replace this blog

No I am not closing this blog

Yes I will keep them both updated.

No I don’t wish to hear how I never keep them updated.

No names will ever be mention in Rambling Bitch even if I bitch about you. Names will be changed to protect the innocent. *maybe*

Ok hopefully that answered the most urgent questions about this now let me try and explain what is going on

Allot has been going on with in my real life and my second life. And these things have changed me I hope for the better. I carry myself different right now I am more confident then I have been in a very long time, I am not afraid to be me. I am not afraid to take risks . I am not afraid to voice how I really feel.
Is this because of anything in second life? Most of it no most of it stems from some real life changes. is there a hint of it because of second life? Yes

I have always seen my profile a reflection of who I am. And have used it to convey where I am personally. Life changes us time moves on. Now with in my real life I am not going to go into details. As far as second life goes yes there been changes there is more changes to come. And I know your going to ask this so ill say it here. Is there changes between me and Goddess? Yes there is and I think more are on the way and I predict these changes will all be for the best. I have a feeling me and Goddess will become closer and what we mean to each others will be changing in away most wont predict at this time. But rest assured these changes are good changes not bad.

So missing reading something that was in my profile and  is gone now? Or your afraid will be gone. Well its not gone I will be dedication a page for each thing I cherish most from my profile here on my blog. So it wont just be gone just moved to a more secure place.

If anyone has any further questions IM me

(Click photo to see it move)

Hey, all of SL uses the Chat Bar ?  Guess what? Not anymore, bitch!  You know where everything is on the menus?  Think again, sucker!

What used to take 10 minutes to do, now takes 30 because you have to spend time trying to figure out how to see the goddamn chat button in a menu!

Oh, and that Color makes my eye twitch.

But right now all I can work my head around is that second life is so amazing but it turns balanced people into complete morons

Take me for example I am a generally well rounded individual I am with it and have my shit together. But I spend 12 hours a day in second life I have a comfortable income for right now. I fall asleep at 6am and sleep until 3pm and get my day started late. And by 8pm I am right back in world.

Let me clarify one thing I don’t blame anyone for this or what I write below this I blame myself in many ways for letting my SL and RL lose its balance

Soon I will be working full time again 40 hours a week. I wont be in world as often or for the same  long hours. *but for now I will enjoy the fact that I am *  and I wont and never did switch on the TV to relax. I will and do turn on my computer. check my email and log into second life

I will say it again . I LOVE SECOND LIFE. I have met people in second life that are amazing.  The people in second life I consider my friends. Are people who truly inspire me on all worlds. But have experienced first hand and see in others I know *not all but some* the way in witch this immersive life we call SL can really lead to unbalanced lives

I don’t know why I am writing this blog Its not really in character for me. But somehow this seems like the most relevant thing right now and something is telling me its something I should document in the relatively public domain

* Yes I know this is becoming repetitive* I LOVE SL. I have high hopes for it in the future . I am only sorry for people I care about  who loose perspective because if silly situations.

When I find myself getting engrossed in drama I try and step outside remind myself of the color of the sky and I sigh a smiling sigh. I look around and realize that an IM comment or something someone said about someone’s next door neighbor prims or some dispute over what someone wrote in there profile is relatively negligible . Not because the people are *because they are not* but because the things we argue over or get bothered by in SL in the grand scheme of things are often trivial. If your second life friend   was close by you in real life would you fight about something someone wrote in a profile? No. Would you argue over prims? No.

Second life as much as I adore it has a tendency to distort perspective if you take your eye off the ball for to long

Rants & More

Altitude change

Ok 1st things 1st there is A new altitude with me in SL
Let me start  this off by saying. I care allot for my friends within SL my family with in SL. Someone gets upset or seems down or hurt or mad or whatever I instantly feel like shit myself. And I am starting to think its getting to much for me its simply draining me down. Trying to please everyone and keep everyone happy simply does not work. Trying to-do what everyone else thinks I should be doing or be where everyone else thinks I should be is also simply not working for me.  So from now on there is a new altitude with me. I may piss people off I may seem like a bitch. But its my SL not yours. I think the rants below will help explain this new altitude.

Honesty.
Yea this is a big one for me. I have a happet of saying what I think will keep or make someone happy. And by doing this allot of the time I keep how I really feel to myself.  This ends now from now on you ask or want to know how I feel about something? Or get my involved in something well you going get full head on honesty

SL sucks?
Ok this one is old now. I log on you log on and send me A IM about how your SL time sucks how there is nothing to-do in SL. How you don’t even know why you log on to SL. Well Here is some advice and A idea for you to resolve this issue. LOG OUT. Simple as that. Do not IM me with how crappy your SL is. From this point on I will not respond to it. I will not listen to it I will not waist my time on it. I enjoy my SL I find things to-do in SL I log on because I WANT to not because I have to.

Hate of someone else.
Ok the next person who Ims me with something like… This person is a fucking bitch . This person sucks. This person blaa blaa. Is going get muted. If the person you just IM me about is on my friends list. Not only am I going start hitting the mute button but you’ll be getting a earful from me as well. I simply don’t care if you hate someone in SL if you think someone is a bitch. Keep your hate altitude to yourself or expect it in return. You hate the person so dam much? There a little button on ALL viewers its call MUTE mute them and move on with life.

Drama note cards
Ok this is the one you know where you log on and someone throws you a note card with a log on it (hideously against the Second Life Terms of Service) and say * well what do you think?  Or they blog the conversation ( because that see does not technically contravene the second life TOS and as such they wont get a ticking off and spanked bum from the lindens )
But seriously who wants to read other peoples pissy logs? Especially when its about something as trivial as well my best friends former neighbor who had the island next to mine on the old sim we use to live introduced my friend to a women with five pixel cats and the sexiest skin on the planet and this women claimed she was strait but in fact she was only saying that because she didn’t want anyone to be suspicious of the fact that she wanted to get into  the friends pants. And then she got close and they poseballed together. Like OMG what a bitch and you know she not even blond in real life. I am so going to write something nasty about her in my profile
Seriously if the most entertaining thing you can think of to-do is pass around drama note cards with other people then you need to figure out what else is going on in Second Life. Believe it or not aside from the fact that your partners adopted adult child best friend uncles exgirlfriend exboyfriend said something mean to you in IM there is a whole host of pretty cool things happening.

NOW STOP READING MY BITCHING and go
Live a little.
Or logout and save us your bullshit.

I read back over this post again don’t know why I am posting it. But I am posting it anyway. Ill dedicate it to everyone in world who has ever inspired me. You ALL inspire me.

Now don’t worry I am not going get into a history lesson of games. Classic or none classic. But I do wish to point out the classic games never seem to die. And a good friend of mine from second life  Alexander Chapman Who has taking the time and energy to bring these links to play these games. And the story behind the game to you.

An example of this would be his fantastic blog post on a game ca…. well wait a moment why don’t I just show you it? i don’t think Alex will mind if I snag this from him.

Sierra´s Gem

Jones in the Fast Lane is a round based life-simulation game by Sierra where the player can play against 4 Competitors or against the Computer.

each round represents a week where your character (you can choose one of 4 at the beginning) is displayed as a tiny dot on a map, which you move from building to building to educate yourself, work at your job, pay your rent, buy food, clothing and much more.

after a week is ended its the turn of the next player to get his/her things done and the player wins who reached the goal which can be defined before the game starts.

i must say, i first was sceptical as i started to play the game..wondering if i will quit it after a few minutes but after playing it for hours, i realized i play here one of Sierra´s Gems.

the graphics are very nice drawn and the digitized and animated images gave the game a realistic touch, not to forget Sierra added in this Version digitized speech as well.

i would like to thank Yar Telling, a friend and resident of the virtual world Second Life to pointing me out to that very beautiful retro game.

And the link to play this game online

http://home.broadpark.no/~kboye/jones/jones.html

End of preview 

So there you have it a preview of this site brought to you by Alexander Chapman.

If you want more of these awesome games to play  and try out you will just have to head on over to his site.

Oh guess you want the link to his site now hu? Ok here it is

http://retroflash.net/