GoodBye
Looking back over the past year in blogging made me come to a conclusion: this blog is effectively over and has been for at least a year.
Ive decided to put this site to bed. So alas another blog goes the way of the dodo. Perhaps ill create a new blog someday and maybe ill afford it more attention unlike the sporadic nature of posting here. Thanks to whoever stopped by and had a read and left a comment and thanks to those who didnt also…you really missed out guys! It has been an amazing journey and I want to thank you all for making it possible. A blog really isn’t anything without the people who read it, comment on it, use it, and share it.
As of May 2013 there shall be no more posts.
The Demise
Saying goodbye is never easy. It never will be.
But remembering them in your life, is the one thing we can give them once they are gone. I lost a friend this month And a family pack. So many things I wish I would have said to Yasmin and the Brat Pack and could say now. If I could write her and the Brat Pack a letter, it would go something like this:
Dear Yasmin and Brat Pack
Oh, so many things that I will always remember.
Firstly, thank you for the memories, and for allowing me to be a small part of your life and your Pack. I know we went our separate ways, but I was always waiting and watching for that family and friend to walk into my life that was meant for me. You were a charmer, I will give you that. 
We could walk into a room full of strangers, and because of you and the Brat Pack we would, leave with a group of new friends. the Brat Pack had that magnetic personality, and were never afraid to strike up conversations with any random person who happened into our vicinity.
Often times, those encounters were quite humorous, and I have everyone in the Brat Pack to thank for many a crazy conversation with a character of doubtable mentality.
On a tamer note, I enjoyed our random and quiet outings, like heading to Stonehave and then Snark to make trouble, then changing our minds and turning around just to go all the way back home. I was easy to please, this I realize.
There are things I still laugh at to this day, like our talent for choosing the best way to piss off noobs and Bondage lovers Cos yes, I’m sure you knew that I love getting glared at by grumpy, suspicious people. It’s my favorite. *sigh*
Remember the greedy games at 3am? because Yasmin “had to get give us a reason to lock each others up”? Of course, while we where getting locked up, Yasmin was out getting laid , but I’m sure she needed the exercise.
And lastly, I suppose for old times sake I will finally settle our constant argument. I always disagreed for the sake of disagreeing, so I will give it to you now. **You are ALL right for one time!**,
We had a lot of adventures, and did a lot of things, and had a lot of laughs. I will always remember them, and Yasmin and the Brat Pack, as being a very tender part of my past. You will be greatly missed.
xoxo
You are trying to make me go to rehab..Fuuuuuudge.
First, if you don’t like chocolate and peanut butter, just stop reading right here. Second, there are fudge, and then there is fudge.
How can a product be greater than the sum of it’s parts? when its FUDGE
Fudge.
Fuuuuuudge. Fudge! Maybe youve heard of it? Goddess again sent this gorgeous fresh handmade fudge. The package came today as I was about to leave to go out Xmas shopping It was all I could do to refrain from smudging up the Box it came with nose-prints
I can understand if fudge might not be a big deal to a lot of you, but to me fudge is practically a high holy food
I couldnt wait so I ripped the box open right there in my car So there I was, checking out the two flavors of fudge Goddess sent Chocolate Peanut Butter! and Peanut Butter! I had to take a moment. And savor this time breathing in the smell of it I started driving home in the snow from the store now plowing the fudge into my face as quickly as possible. Then I realized If I’m going to blog about it I need to photograph it. CURSES. So in what could arguably described as more painful than the last kidney stone I had I re-wrapped the fudge and I put it away. I hope you appreciate my dedication to you readers Because here it is: The enormously generous gift of fudge from Goddess minus a little fudge Don’t judge. It is incredible. Amazing. Chocolate Peanut Butter fudge is really something that you must have, if you have any love for Fudge items at all. TELL HER YOU WANT SOME! You will NOT be disappointed. This is creamy. cool. perfectly Chocolate Peanut Butter in fudge clothing.
the Fudge is just Marvelous !! It is like pure heaven eating this wonderful fudge
Real Life Test
Here is a little Item I have in Real Life the first person to IM me with what it is I will give them 50Ls
Updates!
Well its been awhile since an update. And so much has gone on That I am not sure where to start. I had thought about doing a blog for each one but. I think one blog post will work out better. So let’s get started shall we. Here they are the updates you’ve been waiting for.
New Profile
For the most part my new profile is up and set. I went with a more Domme side this time with A hint of neko in it. 
As you can see from the photo I even went back to the basics here after so long of having extravagant profile photos I thought it was time to get back to my roots. My picks are also pretty much done besides 2 of them that I haven’t figured out how I wish to-do there done. You will notice again I went back to pretty much the basics as far as these goes. Some of you may notice a new pick never before seen from me before Latexia II – Home of the Latex Dolls . I will get to that in A moment on the updates. Also you will notice the lacks of Limits for bdsm play with in my profile and picks. I basically have two limits now 1. Don’t piss off the neko. 2 My OOC is law and final. Guess in away you could say I went back to the basics on Bdsm play as well. Ok enough about my profile you all can see it in world and read it. So on to update number 2
Latexia II – Home of the Latex Dolls
Sense I mention It above I figured this might be the best place for it . What is Latexia? Well that’s a good question Latexia is home of the Latex Doll Sisterhood. The Latex Dolls are a group of women who live and treat bondage and Latex encasement like a religion. Now I know what your thinking oh god not a religion order. Giggles it’s not so much A religion or in that sense but more in the sense that we just praise what we enjoy. It’s also very deep and sometime intense role-play This is not focused solely on bondage and BDSM. For example Right now we have what we call portal dolls from another part of space and time visiting us Teaching us their history. Learning are history. Let me share you a few photos from are Role-play.
As you can see looks pretty cool don’t it? Well I personally think so What’s really nice is it’s not just RP or one or two people but the people involved stay with it. And are full involved. Let me show you a photo of are last Council meeting then we can move on to the next update in the post. And later on I will post more about this but for now this is just a SL update .
Bet you can’t guess what one is me. Giggles
The Rambling Bitch
The Rambling Bitch my new blog. The blog is up and running and I think going pretty good. Basically it’s a blog about SL issues and SL BS that goes on just a place to make fun of some of the stupid shit going on with SL. And a place to vent. Take a look at it I think everyone will get a chuckle or two. Also if anyone has a bitch they like or would like to-do one I would love some Guest Bitchers Giggles Just drop me a line in Second Life and we will get it on there.
Goddess
Well if you really need an update from me how Goddess is there is something strange about you. Go read her blog go talk to her yourself. Sighs all kidding aside though she is doing good. She seems happy now with the way her and Val are. With are new sim and with the little drama that is going on. So all is well there
Me and Goddess
So far not allot has changed between me and Goddess. everything is pretty much where we left off before.and where we left off was pretty dam good I would say. So no big changes here as of yet. Is there some to come. GRINZ only time will tell wont it ?
Me and Nicki
Well Nicki is Nicki and Me is Me. We are doing pretty good I think no big changes and none I can really see coming any time soon. But if there is I will keep you updated for sure. Oh there is one change Nicki will be locked as a rubber doll for this next year right after new years. Don’t tell her she don’t know yet.
Me and Linda Graycloud
Yes Linda has returned to SL and yes we have talked. As of right now I do not know where this will take us. For those of you who don’t know the back story. Basically me and Linda met hit it off really well and where suppose to get hitched. Then for personal reasons she decided to leave SL.
Me and my other friends
Well are not we just the nosy little human. If i really did an update here this update would never be posted as It would never be done.
BDSM
Yea we all knew this update would be included can’t have a post with no BDSM in it. Pretty much my BDSM play has died. The sims I use to go to are dead. 99% of the people out there don’t wish to play and the few that do Complain so much you just wish to unlock them and leave the sim. Playing with myself got very old fast ( arches a brow. Ok get you mind out of the gutter that’s not what i meant) So pretty much SL BDSM I avoid as much as I can.
Real Life
As A wise man use to say
War does not determine who is right – only who is left.
(for those interested) Viewer Updates and betas
Firestorm finally went out of beta. The full release is now up and running on the site. Overall it’s not a bad viewer it has pre sets for Phoenix look V2 and V3 settings. But frankly i find those presets to be off allot so you really need to dig into the settings to get it all set up. The FPS seems to be better than Phoenix Viewer ever was at least for me it is. For those of you about to try it or have not please remember it can be set to look pretty close to Phoenix but it is a v2 based viewer.
Phoenix Viewer there really hasn’t been a lot of activity with. It’s just now hit the beta shelf with mesh shoved into it and a few extras like contact list and so on. It seems pretty stable already. that’s pretty mush all i can say about it right now. But feel free to hit me up in world if you wish to know more or have any questions about it
SL Drama
Yup there is SL drama basically a family fighting with are family doing the whole defriend this person and vise verse she said this she said that. She did that she did this. No I wont give you names of all who is included. because to be honest I am a little tired of it. Some people need to grow up.
My Attitude
Pretty much my attitude any more is *I don’t give a shit* I mean come on lets face it your going to piss someone off at some point. And sooner or later your best friend is going to be pissed at you. Or you at them. So why hold back? if they cant love you for you and you cant have a fight with them at times then to hell with them is my attitude. You also cant change the shit that happens. Shit will happen get over it move on with life. I am also allot more confident with myself and with what I do. I speak my mind now I don’t hold back I am not afraid to piss someone off I am also not afraid to tell someone where to shove it Mean come on what they going to do to me? Mute me? Yea *I don’t give a shit*.
Changes to come
Yes there some more changes to come. I have some ideas I wish to work on and some SL changes I still wish to make. I see a big sunrise between me and Goddess soon as well. I also have a new Idea for my Bitch Blog. That reminds me I wanted to ask you yes YOU! the one reading this blog right now for your advice on this new idea. My Idea is basically A blog page with videos I will be making of shows that never made it on the air and with some funny reasons why they didn’t. Let me know what you think of this idea.
Conclusion
Over all I have to say everything is going pretty well with in SL. The few bumps in the road really haven’t been that big and I would not wish to change anything that has happen the last few months. I enjoy the time I spend in SL and the people I am with.
Missing updates
If anything is missing from this update be assured ill get a post out on it soon. or you can poke me in world to remind me. because most likely i just forgot to include it in this update
PEACE OUT…
YAR
True peeve
Ok I have a true pet peeve that is driving me bonkers.. I direct you to my Bitch blog at. http://ramblingbitch.wordpress.com/ And read the one entitled . *Growls* This is a true pet peeve of mine. I wont post it here as this blog isn’t meant for hard blogging and it just fits better on that blog. So go read it NOW! This pet peeve is driving me nuts and if it don’t stop I am going go off on someone. This is your ONLY WARNING. Yes its driving me to the point of insanity.
Rambling Bitch
Rambling Bitch is up and running. What is Rambling Bitch? well its my new Blog and its about… Wait no you will have to just go look for yourself to see what it’s all about.
http://ramblingbitch.wordpress.com/
No this is not going to replace this blog
No I am not closing this blog
Yes I will keep them both updated.
No I don’t wish to hear how I never keep them updated.
No names will ever be mention in Rambling Bitch even if I bitch about you. Names will be changed to protect the innocent. *maybe*
Eek Blank Profile and Picks???
Ok 1st of all no one freak out on me. I will answer your questions im sure I know you have at this moment
1. No I am not leaving SL
2. No there is nothing at all wrong between me and Goddess. Things couldn’t be better in that area
3. Yes I am working on a new profile but if its blank for a day I dont need 100 IMs from people freaking out.
Ok hopefully that answered the most urgent questions about this now let me try and explain what is going on
Allot has been going on with in my real life and my second life. And these things have changed me I hope for the better. I carry myself different right now I am more confident then I have been in a very long time, I am not afraid to be me. I am not afraid to take risks . I am not afraid to voice how I really feel.
Is this because of anything in second life? Most of it no most of it stems from some real life changes. is there a hint of it because of second life? Yes
I have always seen my profile a reflection of who I am. And have used it to convey where I am personally. Life changes us time moves on. Now with in my real life I am not going to go into details. As far as second life goes yes there been changes there is more changes to come. And I know your going to ask this so ill say it here. Is there changes between me and Goddess? Yes there is and I think more are on the way and I predict these changes will all be for the best. I have a feeling me and Goddess will become closer and what we mean to each others will be changing in away most wont predict at this time. But rest assured these changes are good changes not bad.
So missing reading something that was in my profile and is gone now? Or your afraid will be gone. Well its not gone I will be dedication a page for each thing I cherish most from my profile here on my blog. So it wont just be gone just moved to a more secure place.
If anyone has any further questions IM me
How is this better, Linden Labs?
For about 4 years or so, I’ve been using V1 style viewers. There are only a few functions I don’t know how to use. I logged in with Firestorm today set for the V3 setting Why the “geniuses” at Linden Labs decided to fuck around with the Viewer is beyond me.*
Hey, all of SL uses the Chat Bar ? Guess what? Not anymore, bitch! You know where everything is on the menus? Think again, sucker!
What used to take 10 minutes to do, now takes 30 because you have to spend time trying to figure out how to see the goddamn chat button in a menu!
Oh, and that Color makes my eye twitch.
